If only I could remember her name. It was like Leslie, or Lisa. She look like a Leslie or a Lisa huh? Well peep game. Everybody's a player in the game. You are the center of your universe. Everything is orchestrated according to how you conduct. Im giving the purest knowledge I can give you. This is selfless. Anyway, back to she; was just sitting there in the club like in my path like for me to go and be by. Nothing happens by coincidence. Nothing; ever, Im sorry! Shit. I didn't make this up. Well actually. Let me not confuse you any further. How bout while I sat there she was there the entire time, and the vibe was tranquil. I was conversa'y'ting cause she wasn't looking too happy. I got her to smile for me though. When she left, Im with Tony Montana bout to hit the stage. Almost like it was synchronized she got up I walked a way. The exact spot I was standing at two chicks start fighting. Kinda like whoa. This cool ass chick with this ALL WHITE on was playing like a little gaurdian angel role. She wasn't with no girl, or no guy in close proximity. I'm not crazy. I know. Thank you for playing your part lady girl. Owww! Until we meet again!
11.30.2008
Leslie Lisa Lisa Leslie?
If only I could remember her name. It was like Leslie, or Lisa. She look like a Leslie or a Lisa huh? Well peep game. Everybody's a player in the game. You are the center of your universe. Everything is orchestrated according to how you conduct. Im giving the purest knowledge I can give you. This is selfless. Anyway, back to she; was just sitting there in the club like in my path like for me to go and be by. Nothing happens by coincidence. Nothing; ever, Im sorry! Shit. I didn't make this up. Well actually. Let me not confuse you any further. How bout while I sat there she was there the entire time, and the vibe was tranquil. I was conversa'y'ting cause she wasn't looking too happy. I got her to smile for me though. When she left, Im with Tony Montana bout to hit the stage. Almost like it was synchronized she got up I walked a way. The exact spot I was standing at two chicks start fighting. Kinda like whoa. This cool ass chick with this ALL WHITE on was playing like a little gaurdian angel role. She wasn't with no girl, or no guy in close proximity. I'm not crazy. I know. Thank you for playing your part lady girl. Owww! Until we meet again!
11.25.2008
21
Milestone. Finally. Fuckin Finally. 23 my number though fa sho fa sho. Im fucking amazing. I dont what they are but I know me and the people I hand pick to fuck with are going somewhere you other mutherfuckers wont get to go; I promise you that! Im head to toe with this. If you didn't know, now you do. Fuck you. Yup. I said it. Im an adult. Been grown just now validated. I got a couple of shout outs to make so yea...
Grampa- Everybody here together. It feels so good. Even though Big Toxic sick its still good to see him. I hate to see him like this but it can only get better is how Im gonna look at it.
Uncle Leroi- I show hate they took you away when I was so young. I would have tried to soak up as much game as I could from you. But I know you been lookin down on us, and I thank you for that.
Mama- Your a strong woman. Supernatural strength. Your strength is in me.
Daddy- The coolest of the cool. I always have respected your swagger. Thank you for letting me be me. You never forced nothing, and I appreciate that more than you may ever know.
Angele- Now the tears come...My favorite angel. I love you so much. Im gonna be here with you until you aint here with me my nigga for real for real.
Aunt Jackie- The glue. Comic relief. Wild Card. Whatever I love your presence. Never ever bad. Always loving. Thank you.
Marmee- You're my grandiose mother. I love you period exclamation point.
Grandma- Bless you for raising such a good son. I love you and I get your prayers and I appreciate them immensely.
Paw Paw- Mr. AJ. My admiration for you couldn't be expressed in words. Youve been with us a long time, and you have been a part of the sollution for a long time as well, and I will never let that slip my mind.
Pagan- Me and you connected strong. I got you no matter what.
Chazz- You the big brother I always had. Thank you for believing in me.
Kraiger- My whole life I wanted to be just like you my nigga. The realest nigga I know. I got the game from you I'm not gonna lie about that ever. You a major part of this, preciate that.
Gene- Guardian Angel mutherfucker you already know that. Sorry for cussing. Gotta have some machismo behind it.
You know who you are- If I need it, you got it for me. Like...I wouldn't be shit without you sugar mama owwww! Love your ass to death!
Everybody else- Thanks for playing your part. Whether you came and went or just passed me by on your journey, I aint mad at ya, got nothin but love for ya' do yo thang.
Preciate that Pac (sensei)
Brock
Grampa- Everybody here together. It feels so good. Even though Big Toxic sick its still good to see him. I hate to see him like this but it can only get better is how Im gonna look at it.
Uncle Leroi- I show hate they took you away when I was so young. I would have tried to soak up as much game as I could from you. But I know you been lookin down on us, and I thank you for that.
Mama- Your a strong woman. Supernatural strength. Your strength is in me.
Daddy- The coolest of the cool. I always have respected your swagger. Thank you for letting me be me. You never forced nothing, and I appreciate that more than you may ever know.
Angele- Now the tears come...My favorite angel. I love you so much. Im gonna be here with you until you aint here with me my nigga for real for real.
Aunt Jackie- The glue. Comic relief. Wild Card. Whatever I love your presence. Never ever bad. Always loving. Thank you.
Marmee- You're my grandiose mother. I love you period exclamation point.
Grandma- Bless you for raising such a good son. I love you and I get your prayers and I appreciate them immensely.
Paw Paw- Mr. AJ. My admiration for you couldn't be expressed in words. Youve been with us a long time, and you have been a part of the sollution for a long time as well, and I will never let that slip my mind.
Pagan- Me and you connected strong. I got you no matter what.
Chazz- You the big brother I always had. Thank you for believing in me.
Kraiger- My whole life I wanted to be just like you my nigga. The realest nigga I know. I got the game from you I'm not gonna lie about that ever. You a major part of this, preciate that.
Gene- Guardian Angel mutherfucker you already know that. Sorry for cussing. Gotta have some machismo behind it.
You know who you are- If I need it, you got it for me. Like...I wouldn't be shit without you sugar mama owwww! Love your ass to death!
Everybody else- Thanks for playing your part. Whether you came and went or just passed me by on your journey, I aint mad at ya, got nothin but love for ya' do yo thang.
Preciate that Pac (sensei)
Brock
11.13.2008
Say Essay

Esoteric Agenda
There is an esoteric agenda behind every facet of life. There is an Elite faction guiding most every political, economic, social, corporate, some non-governmental or even anti-establishment organizations here in America. Collectively, we the people have no control. Instead we are given a false sense of freedom by the idea of democracy, government taxation, politics & religion, and misleading education. This unique film entitled Esoteric Agenda uses the hard work and research of professionals in every field helping to expose this agenda.
The Preamble begins with “We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union… promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.”. When read closely you can find fallacy within the written words. Considering the time period, slavery was still a major institution in the south so automatically black people were not “people” under the preamble, which in essence negates a more perfect union and the general Welfare. The 35 people who signed this into law we’re speaking to no one but themselves, and to their posterity. The way it was written not only says that, but it shows it as well with the unusual capitalization of certain words, which I will go over using our government names as the prime example.
When your name is written with a capital letter beginning both your first and last name (which is how we are trained to write our name) it represents Capitus Diminuto Minima. It occurs when a man’s family relations alone are changed and is just a minimal loss of rights. When your last name is in all capital letters it represents Capitus Diminuto Media. It occurs when a man loses his rights of citizen ship but not his rights to liberty. This means you can be fine or penalized, but not enslaved or imprisoned. But when your entire name is written in capital letters it represents Capitus Diminutio Maxima. It occurs when a man’s condition changes from freedom to bondage. All rights of citizenship and family rights are surrendered. This means you can be fined, imprisoned, and enslaved for any amount, for any duration, at the whim of the states suggestion. When you look at your social security card, license, and court documents you may notice that your name is written in all capital letters, this isn’t by mistake.
The definition of democracy is a government by the people especially rule of the majority. Again we see the minority is excluded and again, this is not by accident. The illusion of democracy is dramatized by the elections held every year for the highest office in the land. Supposedly, the president is decided upon by the people’s votes, which actually isn’t true at all. The President is actually picked through the Electoral College, which consists of 538 popularly elected representatives who formally select the President and Vice President of the United States. The Electoral College is an example of an indirect election. Rather than directly voting for the President and Vice President, United States citizens cast votes for electors. Electors are technically free to vote for anyone eligible to be President, but in practice pledge to vote for specific candidates and voters cast ballots for favored Presidential and Vice Presidential candidates by voting for correspondingly pledged electors. We the people don’t vote on a President, we learned this in 2000 when Al Gore won the popular vote but lost the election.
Major leaders from around the world are part of a united effort to remain in power forever. To do so, people are lured into the trap of perpetual debt, making it impossible to be repaid by the people. So in turn, all property and assets will be repossessed by the debtor. Children go to public school for 12 years. After completing high school young adults are faced with either college or the military. Those fortunate enough or smart enough don’t have to pay for college; the less fortunate are put in debt when they have to take out student loans. We also see this perpetual debt beyond school. When people go to start small businesses or buy a house, they go to the bank first, because they have to get a loan. The US population is currently around 300 million. The national debt is around 10 trillion. When divided among the American people it comes out to approximately 33,000 dollars and has been growing at a national rate of 1.46 billion dollars a day since 2006. Today, people have less physical custody of their money due to electronic banking, wire transfer, and credit cards. The amount of money in circulation right now cannot possible take care of the national debt that “we the people” owe to the government. On top of that, everyone who works in the United States of America pays federal income taxes. What they don’t say is those taxes go directly to Great Britain via the IRS which isn’t even an agency of the American government (you can find this in IRS Publication 62.09) because of an agreement with King George whom fronted both sides of the Revolutionary War.
Both religion and politics are forms of group think. Words such as patriotism and faith are fancy words that mean that ultimately mean blind submission. Supposedly it is considered heresy or unpatriotic to question the words of your leader. Therefore the fear of upsetting the higher power has forced people to use groupthink to keep from standing out. To add to that, Christianity is one of the youngest religions on the face of the earth being practiced for a mere 2,000 years. Major political decisions have been made by the United States since the inception of the United Nations after every major war, assassination, terrorist attack, or security weaknesses exposed and have two recurring themes. First, the unfortunate even makes worldwide news and scares or angers the public. Then, the result is always the expansion of Government and destruction of the Constitution. My examples are as follows: Global Warming; Kyoto Treaty & Agenda 21, Oklahoma City Bombing; Homeland Security & Executive Orders, September 11, 2001; Patriot Act, Illegal Drugs; WAVE Program, LA Shootout February 1997; amour piercing rifles issued to police officers, Gulf War; Control of oil fields, Iran Contra Scandal; Overthrow of Govt. and arms trade.
In regards to education, in modern times, we are taught from an early age how to think rationally and tangibly. This is an extreme left-brain method of education and has more damaging effect than it is given credit for. The right brain deals with feeling, intuition, symbols, images, risk-taking, and philosophy. Government deliberately pushing curriculum for education generation of the youth are taught only to look at facts figures and numbers. More importantly repetition is used to train children subconsciously to accept what they are learning. The children who ask questions are ridiculed as those who are able to regurgitate the answers when it is time to take a test go on to be the decision makers in society. Music and art programs have dramatically disappeared from public schools or been under funded because they don’t fit into the left-brain teaching format also known as the suppression of the feminine.
The Esoteric Agenda has been in the works for longer than we may actually ever know. The intricate plot to control the masses has worked through the illusion of the American dream in which I love with a vengeance.
11.12.2008
I don't want to be misunderstood, misrepresented, or misinterpreted. That is why I do this. If you can find contradiction within my work I will convict myself of fraudulent activity, honest. This is work. This is my work. If you had my mind you'd be out of yours, crazy. Fortunately for you, you don't. I sincerely feel otherworldly at this point. I'm beyond me. Me beyond me is far the fuck out there. Somewhere you don't want to go. I promise you that. If I kept this inside my mind I would probably release my soul. Never have I been a coward, so that could never be the way to go. Therefore I bleed. I don't weep. I bleed. If I wept I would weep blood. That's how bloody it is with me. I'm covered in it. Picture the Passion when Jesus carried his cross. That's me. I keep going because this is apart of my destiny. I couldn't just make this shit up. It's actually factual. FUCK YOU if you don't believe me. Need none of your belief as long as I believe, I breathe. In hell (inhale); (exhale) exit hell. Watch me do that.
B
B
Wholy Holy
This isn't lyrical.
This shit is spiritual.
Out of my body lay hands on you like a miracle Nigga.
I make it happen.
Brock magic...
(trick)
Can't you believe I do magic?
This isn't rappin.
(C)
This shit scholastic.
Out of a book straight from a course, you never took.
Like Im the crook.
This game wadn't free.
Im just payin dues.
Bitch ass late fees.
During this credit freeze, when they say hold up.
That shit is illegal, why should I be legal for?
They already tried to discredit my future far.
In the end, we'll see just how that worked out 'forum'.
I be in the hall wit shit, pushin different legislation like a lobbyist.
HEAR...
I think; it's in your best interest I share that Americas a game that really aint played fair.
THERE...
You better make away.
Before they take away.
Your opportunity, and put you out of place.
Since tha bank bought your mortgage you're on borrowed space,
to say you couldn't even afford it in the first place Tom wouldn't have even heard your case.
You can't own your own.
Auto industry plus the housing crisis; mobile home.
Si we regressin yes backwards like we can't move on.
In a depression but they wanna say a recession wrong.
Radio rotation keep on playin the same five songs.
Clear Channel, but nobody sees what's goin on.
Even Marvin Gaye could see the storm,
with a muthafuckin needle in is arm (huh).
I be druggin cause I dont wanna feel like nothin normal.
In a world that will be inherited by the meek and humble.
Until it tumbles,
Brock
This shit is spiritual.
Out of my body lay hands on you like a miracle Nigga.
I make it happen.
Brock magic...
(trick)
Can't you believe I do magic?
This isn't rappin.
(C)
This shit scholastic.
Out of a book straight from a course, you never took.
Like Im the crook.
This game wadn't free.
Im just payin dues.
Bitch ass late fees.
During this credit freeze, when they say hold up.
That shit is illegal, why should I be legal for?
They already tried to discredit my future far.
In the end, we'll see just how that worked out 'forum'.
I be in the hall wit shit, pushin different legislation like a lobbyist.
HEAR...
I think; it's in your best interest I share that Americas a game that really aint played fair.
THERE...
You better make away.
Before they take away.
Your opportunity, and put you out of place.
Since tha bank bought your mortgage you're on borrowed space,
to say you couldn't even afford it in the first place Tom wouldn't have even heard your case.
You can't own your own.
Auto industry plus the housing crisis; mobile home.
Si we regressin yes backwards like we can't move on.
In a depression but they wanna say a recession wrong.
Radio rotation keep on playin the same five songs.
Clear Channel, but nobody sees what's goin on.
Even Marvin Gaye could see the storm,
with a muthafuckin needle in is arm (huh).
I be druggin cause I dont wanna feel like nothin normal.
In a world that will be inherited by the meek and humble.
Until it tumbles,
Brock
11.10.2008
"Im not feeling the realness you're faking."-Nancy Mendoza
True. Somethings are better left unsaid. So. Im not speaking on that shit. Ha.
Every dog has their day. So. Every 'bitch' will have their day as well. Ha.
In a world full of fallacy, it's hard to find the truth. Being that humans fear reality, majority of the population deems it unnecessary to look beyond what's right in front of them. Concluding. If I can't see it, touch it, or simply 'it's not on TV' then it isn't 'real'. Ha.
Overcompensation is another flaw I am beginning to see in people. As opposed to doing what they want to do they do what they can. My role model/mentor/martyr Tupac Shakur said it best, "Real niggas do what they want, bitch niggas do what they can." I choose the latter. Ha.
Ultimately, when the smoke clears, I'm going to be standing their with the blunt roach. Ha.
My God's words...Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” 20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” 21 (Romans 12:19-21)
So now I wait. . . . .

Patiently,
Brock
Every dog has their day. So. Every 'bitch' will have their day as well. Ha.
In a world full of fallacy, it's hard to find the truth. Being that humans fear reality, majority of the population deems it unnecessary to look beyond what's right in front of them. Concluding. If I can't see it, touch it, or simply 'it's not on TV' then it isn't 'real'. Ha.
Overcompensation is another flaw I am beginning to see in people. As opposed to doing what they want to do they do what they can. My role model/mentor/martyr Tupac Shakur said it best, "Real niggas do what they want, bitch niggas do what they can." I choose the latter. Ha.
Ultimately, when the smoke clears, I'm going to be standing their with the blunt roach. Ha.
My God's words...Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” 20 To the contrary, “if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink; for by so doing you will heap burning coals on his head.” 21 (Romans 12:19-21)
So now I wait. . . . .

Patiently,
Brock
11.05.2008
11.5.08
"No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper..."Isaiah 54:17
Born broken therefore,
nobody can fix me.
No weapon has prospered,
still forming against He.
Funny that the He is thee,
Thee happens to be I,
si it's ok with me cause,
Thou art ready to die.
Picture the vision of mind.
If you don't 'mine'.
You dont be fuckin with 'copper'.
Neither do I.
Snitch nigga go head tell a lie.
Inside a lie another lies inside another lie.
Truth in disguise.
You wonder why they want the truth to hide?
Cause there can only B, very few bearers of light.
Deuteronomy.
Repetition of the law,
Conspiracy ILLUMINATI.
Am I scarin yall?
ahuh.ha.ha.haw!
It's like the matrix sometimes, it makes me wonder whats up with the green numbers? What's up with the green numbers?
B

Born broken therefore,
nobody can fix me.
No weapon has prospered,
still forming against He.
Funny that the He is thee,
Thee happens to be I,
si it's ok with me cause,
Thou art ready to die.
Picture the vision of mind.
If you don't 'mine'.
You dont be fuckin with 'copper'.
Neither do I.
Snitch nigga go head tell a lie.
Inside a lie another lies inside another lie.
Truth in disguise.
You wonder why they want the truth to hide?
Cause there can only B, very few bearers of light.
Deuteronomy.
Repetition of the law,
Conspiracy ILLUMINATI.
Am I scarin yall?
ahuh.ha.ha.haw!
It's like the matrix sometimes, it makes me wonder whats up with the green numbers? What's up with the green numbers?
B

BROCK U.
BROCK UNIVERSITY
No paper no pens.
We keep nothing in 'writing'.
Here we challenge the mind.
While we strengthen the body.
I made the philosophy.
Like Plato's school.
This aint a puppy mill.
We breedin champions good.
Snatchin niggas from out the hood.
For my Grandfather rest in peace,
bless Chazz's Charter school.
Brock U's the audible.
Change not like Obama though.
Revolution, there's just too much pollution.
So that's the only solution.
A REVOLUTIONARY institution.
Run it like Russia runnin with Putin.
Have a gun range in the bac,
so we can practice shootin. (haha)
I laugh because I'm mad,
crazy off may-be a tad.
Tab, you can't keep me in a paragraph.
Too many thoughts.
What not to what ought.
Kill me if I'm caught.
Nobody can lock my, body can be locked,
but they can't get inside my head.
The combination to the vault.
I don't even know it now.
No one can figure me out.
More...
Money will make me a monster.
For sure...
The mantra's get money for war!
What for?
To end the dream that isn't yours.
Harsh reality.
You may not get a degree.
But I guarantee, you're gonna get more than you need.
Dean,
Brock Anthony Coleman-B a Coldman~
No paper no pens.
We keep nothing in 'writing'.
Here we challenge the mind.
While we strengthen the body.
I made the philosophy.
Like Plato's school.
This aint a puppy mill.
We breedin champions good.
Snatchin niggas from out the hood.
For my Grandfather rest in peace,
bless Chazz's Charter school.
Brock U's the audible.
Change not like Obama though.
Revolution, there's just too much pollution.
So that's the only solution.
A REVOLUTIONARY institution.
Run it like Russia runnin with Putin.
Have a gun range in the bac,
so we can practice shootin. (haha)
I laugh because I'm mad,
crazy off may-be a tad.
Tab, you can't keep me in a paragraph.
Too many thoughts.
What not to what ought.
Kill me if I'm caught.
Nobody can lock my, body can be locked,
but they can't get inside my head.
The combination to the vault.
I don't even know it now.
No one can figure me out.
More...
Money will make me a monster.
For sure...
The mantra's get money for war!
What for?
To end the dream that isn't yours.
Harsh reality.
You may not get a degree.
But I guarantee, you're gonna get more than you need.
Dean,
Brock Anthony Coleman-B a Coldman~
11.04.2008
Skin Im in.
"If I could do it, all over again...I'd be in the same; skin I'm in."-Sly
Nothing 'k'new,
same shit,
like Deja vu.
My search for truth 'steal' red pill,
Viagra for you guys.
Old soul never did I ever act my shoe size.
Only my color a nigga until they come and kill him.
Im probably gonna be standin there with em.
Smile on my face,
1 hand in my pocket,
pistol on my waist.
Beautiful death; Spartan's fate.
Leonidas I am ready for the riot to come.
Where I'm from, my mother and father's night of love.
God from above.
Premeditated my murder was.
In preparation my murderers.
Unaware, but I lived it before they could come and snare.
Percussion hit wit a drum my head.
Concussion, conclusion, excludin my 'friends'.
Some of them were just my enemies playing pretend.
I'd let em play it again, and again I would be the loyal one.
Until the end.
Down at the bottom.
Out from within.
Real so real I feel surreal
Hell, you can't HATE me BAC, from down there.
Sincere,
brock
Nothing 'k'new,
same shit,
like Deja vu.
My search for truth 'steal' red pill,
Viagra for you guys.
Old soul never did I ever act my shoe size.
Only my color a nigga until they come and kill him.
Im probably gonna be standin there with em.
Smile on my face,
1 hand in my pocket,
pistol on my waist.
Beautiful death; Spartan's fate.
Leonidas I am ready for the riot to come.
Where I'm from, my mother and father's night of love.
God from above.
Premeditated my murder was.
In preparation my murderers.
Unaware, but I lived it before they could come and snare.
Percussion hit wit a drum my head.
Concussion, conclusion, excludin my 'friends'.
Some of them were just my enemies playing pretend.
I'd let em play it again, and again I would be the loyal one.
Until the end.
Down at the bottom.
Out from within.
Real so real I feel surreal
Hell, you can't HATE me BAC, from down there.
Sincere,
brock
11.02.2008
I dont rap
"I don't rap, that's par backwards.
Im better than that." -Me
Im all about experience. I figure, the world has a lot to offer why limit myself. I dont half step on, anything half stepped on. I feel Im cheating myself if I do that. People close enough to me know, because over time I explain myself thoroughly to get rid of their assumptions. As Jesus had his disciples; as Pac had his outlaws, ready to tell the truth in the event of their demise. I know there's going to be a lot of things said about me, because there's been a lot said thus far.
"I bask in my infamy, because I created the aura of being different in a world that just wants me to be the same."-Me
Im not a future 9 to 5er. I refuse to deliberately fit into a system that wasn't designed for me to begin with. In conclusion, I'll end up with more.
When this is all over with, I want to be remembered as a poet of my generation, not a rapper, because I don't rap.
B
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)



